What I mean is.. I feel a bit out of control and confused, sort of in between... I don't have much work now which I was very happy about. I wanted to take this time during the holidays to figure out some things. What form will my sketchbook take for 2016? How can I find more harmony and balance in my life? How can I incorporate the goals I have, art and otherwise and make them into habits I will accomplish. I spent the last few days floundering. It's easier for me to be swamped with work and just get my head into it and go. I realized just now that I need to be more intentional from now until January 1 so I can see the bigger picture, before busy life starts up again. Green creates equilibrium between the brain and thoughts and the heart and feelings. Thats what I need.. balance.